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wow this has been real shit. me and nick broke up after 7 fucking months. what ever. i have been kinda down lately so if im a bitch to anyone im sorry its hard getting over your first love.
friday was alright. i went to alex's party. got fucked up pretty bad.
sunday i went to my uncles house. all my family was there from fort worth/southlake. had a party there. i ended up taking care of a 12 week old baby named holden. he was sooo cute. it turns out the parents live down the street from me and their babysitter had just moved so i am going to watch the kids for now on.
monday-today, i didnt go to school because i didnt. i woke up and my throat has been hurtinhg but what ever thats the least of my worries.
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hello people.. i am about to go to sleep.. havent been sleeping much lately.. dunno why? but anyway so glad that shits over with... hehe im going home with lily tomarrow and going to nicks on saterday then coming home and babysitting.. fuc stuff right? well anyway just call my cell phone if anyone wants to talk or what ever.. but sunday hmm. . .
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ok
so anyway.. this last month has been crazy.. i totally got in touch
with alot of my friends from fort worth and i am starting to talk to
them alot now. thats awsome.. i love them so much.
everything is very uhh (whats the word) chaotic, between me and some
poeple. nothing horrible.
my mom kicked my brother out. i gave her a little dose of reality and
she almost kicked me out (maybe she doesnt like reality. . .) i miss my
brother alot. i wasnt aloud to drop him off at the bus station with my
mom and my step dad because of course i had to watch my little brother.
suprised? my brother is now living with my sister stephanie and her
boyfriend. so i think he is doing fine.
friday lily came home with me which was really cool because we havent
got around to hangin out bc all the ocwardness of us getting drunk and
puking and passing out and getting caught.. i hate that shit.. but what
the hell it was fun.
on saterday lily and i went to nick/sloans house and hung out with
bryce nick and sloan for a while and we got kicked out of sloans house
because sloans grounded and so we went to nicks house and watched nick
play san andres. but thats cool me and lily were fuckin with his music.
it was fun. i had fun yesterday.. some bad parts but it didnt get
completely horrible. everything is okay i think... i love you guys
peace out
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[16 Feb 2005|07:44pm] |
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w.e guys..
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thats funny because its totally true..
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heres a pic.. i died my hair
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heyllo! today was alright ... didnt feel like talking alot but then it got better later on... ((mood swings??)) well yea just a normal day at school... very tiring.. heh. after school i was talking to amy and johnathon and then i left and went to the car and i was about to open the door noah jumped out on me and gave me a huge hug... it was sweet. hah he jumped out of the drivers ed. car while it was his turn to drive hahaha. thats great fun. thanks noah.
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so whats up? alright this is what happend.. friday school got cut short because plumbing so i went home with nick and we hung out with sloan matt taylor alex charlene gonzo shorty and boe. me and nick went to this church dinner thing, we ate and left lol... i stayed there till around 10 and came home. on saterday i stayed at home and just hung out then robert ended up coming over at like 8 and stayed till 10. we attempted to put my dredlocks back in my hair but it ended up not working bc i wouldnt let it haha.. then robert looked too clean so i put butt rash vaseline in his hair and it was funny as hell.. i think its still in hi hair too.. hehe sunday i cleaned my room ((i know its amazing)) nick came over around 3 or something.. it was fun. hes so sweet. my little brother decided to be a 6 year old photographer so theres plenty of pictures from that day. nick did hide my lighter and im still looking for it.. he wont tell me where it is. but what ever ill get it back some how...
( saterday.. )
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haha awh hell ya! i got this shit down.. lol i couldnt figure out how to do this at first but now i am done.. i think... watch me update later.. most likely
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